sigh~de feeling in my heart is jus so sigh~
dunnoe how to describe.):

is like i cant take it.but why?sigh~i gt to stand strong.

jus feel like tearing every moment i look at it or i suddenly thought of it.
sigh~i think i have put in too much into dis.sigh~

why does it hav to turn out like dis?
why are u afraid starting a new one?
there is still plenty of WHY.

tink i'm oso not good enough for you..
i cant be dere with you whenever u are depress or veri stress wif skool stuff.

sigh~i told ya i will be okay.But in the end,i'm not.
i've tried.but i can't.WHY?Am i that weak?

My name is JOSHUA!STRONG AND FULL OF COURAGE!
But this joshua is such a wimp.useless crap.sigh~

I tink i nd time.sigh~