HEY!!SO LONG NEVER BLOG LE!DECIDED TO BLOG TODAY.COZ I WAN TO SAY HOW AM I'M FEELING RIGHT NOW.WAD AM I THINKING PAST FEW DAYS.

Well,how should i start??i dunnoe why am i like dis.and i dunnoe why i made tt decision.now i feel bad.because i'm not committing into de r/s.though u dun mind.But i feel that i'm selfish!DAMN SELFISH.why did i made tt big decision??becoz i'm worried abt you??or becoz i still love you so much??its been a week.i dun see anything happening to me.
Its just bad.i never tot of you.is de feeling fading??or waD???=(.
i hurt you badly once.am i going to repeat it??AM I??

I dunnoe.i just thought that i'm not that right guy for you.I dunnoe why am i thinking so much.
Do i have to be a heartless guy??BUT THATS NOT ME!!!sigh~
Love can be happiness.but it also can be pain.

sigh~AIYO AR!!JIANWEN AR JIANWEN!why lei??

Can i leave this to god?
:(