alright peeps!i know its kinda late to blog now.Was dota-ing just now.heh.

Anyway,what i want to post right now is what I'm thinking and how i FEEL too?

She told me her ankle was hurt.so i seriously didn't know what to tell her.Cause i wanted to go with her to the zoo and at the same time i don't want her to go because her ankle's hurts badly.Old injury?

I don't know why is it always like this.Also everytime,we are meeting at that day.Then before the day we are meeting.Something will happen,its just so coincidence.Some people told me"where got so coincidence one?!?!?Must be she don't want to go out la".Well,my thinking was different,i give in.I told myself "she got something on suddenly,she got her own things,can't force her to come either.Must understand.".

Another thing is i thought of this suddenly.
Before we contact each other again,you went through a relationship.And i can see that you still got feelings for him and you need time too.
I asked you:"so are you willingly to give me that space of yours?".Then of cause i'm happy to see that answer you gave me.though i still need to wait for quite long but i can understand."
But then today i told myself:"isn't it weird?She have a relationship with another guy during her studies.But me??ya.though we seems to be like together.But our date is still long way.You told me you might neglect me or only meet once a month because of your A's and studies if you accept me.[understandable].BUT you can accept other guys during your studies too.
I'm totally confused.so many whys are appearing in my mind.
Sometimes i asked myself what is she treating me as??

For what i think that you need two hand to clap.Same goes to R/S.
Both partners need to give in.Well,doesn't mean that Both have to give in the same amount.Just a bit,makes a lot of difference.As long as both parties are happy.I don't know.But i think that i gave in a lot.If you neglect me for days.I can understand.Because of your studies,JC life are very stress i know.Of cause before i ????[don't know how to say.=x.] i did think that you will not be very free unlike from me.So i must concern you instead of keep asking her why you always not free.Well,that day you messaged me that you are sorry because you neglect me for quite a few days.I was happy.Just that one message that filled with ????[don't know how to say.=x.] can make me happy.Even though i don't get to see your face.

Okay,i still got lots of thing to say.But i forget already.heh.
Done for now.

To:Sweetie

After you read this post,maybe i can assume that you got your own problems too.
Well,though i told you before i don't like to mention the past.But now i like to know
your problems.Because i feel that the problems you telling me,will let me know what are you going through.And what i wrote on the post.I don't know whether did i say anything wrong cause i'm not really good in words sometimes.pardon me.=).Take care okay??And your ankle too!=).quickly go see a doctor before it get worst.Miss you!

Thats all for today.=)

GOOD NIGHT!