Luke Chapter 15:4 to 15:7

2009-07-15T00:39:00.002+08:00

alright,i'm here to blog again.
Well,i keep wanting to blog but keep forgetting.TODAY!I DIDNT!YES!okay.lame.
Errmmmm,last month i have been MIA for church for 1 month and a week.Then the Second week i'm finally back to church!=).Well,this thing kinda hit me.I think God is trying to talk to me in a way through the sermons.
From that 2nd till now.All the sermons are telling me something.AND I DIDNT FALL ALSEEP!THIS IS SO SO UNBELIEVABLE!
I only remembered one of the sermon at this moment.Money!
I feel god's presence during all the sermons.
And wei chiang sended me a message and he gave me a verse.I can't remember the verse.sorry.Bad memory.heh.But its a verse that i first accepted christ.
So coincidence.
okay.i shall stop here.though i still got a lot to post.Need to sleep early.siannn.
Nights readers.=)

2009-06-30T22:54:00.004+08:00

YES! I WATCHED TRANSFORMER 2 ALR!THERE MIGHT BE PART 3!WOOTS!SO LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!
AND THERES FINAL DESTINATION 5!!!WAHAHAHAHAHA!
Alright.Actually,i don't know what to blog about already. =(

I feel so useless.:(

2009-06-20T02:23:00.002+08:00

Dear Readers!So Sorry that i didn't update for so so so so long!hahah!But now i'm back!BUT i still think it will only be awhile.LOL!
alright alright.what shal i blog about??ermmmm.

I BOUGHT A NEW PHONE!SAMSUNG ULTRA TOUCHHH~TOUCH TOUCH BABY!LOL!
Then last few weeks zhen siang,teck zhen and i are attached to paragon's sushi tei for 2 weeks to help.Because they say they need our runner system.And all thanks to Desmond!!lol!Well,It's damn busy over there!Can imagine saturday 32k sales!ZOMG!That's like 2 to 3 days of Raffles city total sales la!
Well,At least i enjoyed myself working there.Cause the cooks there are freaking hilarious!But there are one to two that is gl/ll one(Not going to mention the name though u all will not know who is it even if i say).
But i end up only working there for 1 week and 1 day!ARGH!All thanks to my own outlet.So nice of them to supply so many staff to other outlets also.Supply until our own manpower sucks.Then need me to go back for runner.zzzzzzz!!
And sally the rm at paragon bought us chocolate.Thats nice of her.

Tuesday went out with the retarded gal!Would like her name to be Nathaniel.LOL!We watched Drag me to hell!Cause she got no choice.I watched almost all the movies already.Watch with her no fun one.Keep covering her eyes with her cardi.zzzz.CANNOT SCARE HER!ROFL!!!!But the cinema i think laughter are more than screaming.LOL!After movie send her home.THen i go find ah zhen liao.

Then then then....some movies recommendation for you all.
Go watch taking of pelham 123(but this show is full of swearing!i find it cool though)!Monster vs Alien!Terminator Salvation!Drag me to hell(For some people might be scary!for me is hilarious!LOL!)!State of play(so so only.not worth for weekend price.6dollars is okay).

And now..this morning my aunt called me and she shouted at me!!!And i was still not fully awake till she shouted at me.I'm fully awake la!She say the job that my cousin asking me to help him is delivery!WOOTS!SO COOL RIGHT?LOL!So i called him right after she hang up.My cousin tell me is a temp job for one month and the pay is around 1.4k!$.$$.$$.$$.$$.$$.$$.$$.$$.$$.$!I'm going to be rich!MUAHAHAH!Gold digger!LOL!going to start next week on the 25th.And i gave sushi tei schedule already la.DIE!Need to find replacement and a nice reason!XD.I'm driving a High-Ace Vehicle!Can't wait to drive!Hopefully is a manual one!not auto!Cause i'm totally bored of AUTO!

Okay.Now i dont know what to blog about already.Next month there will be quite a lot of gathering.Then going to buy tickets for our trip.So and so on.
Alright.i shall stop here.
=)

2009-03-09T02:11:00.002+08:00

HEYYYYY!!!I'M BACK TO BLOG AGAIN!HEH!
Okayokay.Good news!I PASSED MY TP!two weeks before la.haha.lazy to blog this two weeks.
Then,SATURDAY WAS MY BIRTHDAY!HAHAHAHA!okay.Lets talk about my birthday celebration.
The organizers was sky and zhen.Well,honestly speaking i was freaking surprise that the blindfold game was actually my gal.I thought you guys will bring me to my birthday present.But i was wrong.hahahaa.naughty sky ar.Plan with my gal so early ar.ah bai ar.
HAHAAHAH!
OH!I MISS OUT ONE THING!MY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION WAS NOT ONLY ME.HAHAH!AH STON OSO!
AH STON AND AH WEN BDAY CELEBRATION!HAHHAHA!Okay.Basically our bday,we went to some biffet restaurant and eat.Quite ex though.Then Cake time,of cause there will be SOP(Standard Operation Procedure).Smash the cake to our face.It HURTS!THANKS TO THAT YU XIANG!HE'S MAD!HE USED ALL HIS GODLY STRENGTH AND PUSH OUR FACE TO THE CAKE!AND MY NOSE IS NOT FLAT ONE LA!!MY POOR NOSE HURTS!!!!!AS FOR WINSTON!HIS FOREHEAD HURTS!I SAW THE WAY HIS HEAD GOT SMASH!SO FUNNY LA!AHHAAHAA!Alright.Then Present time.I got a Levis Belt(From everybody),Vanilla Flavor Cigar(From sky) and Mont blanc perfume!(From my darling).Then Winston got a RC car.Nissan 350Z FAIR LADY!Though his favorite is GTR.heh.
After everything,I!!!BIRTHDAY BOY HOR!Planned for a midnight outing!Not everybody went.Some only.I drove my uncle's car out with dict's car and zt's car.MUAHAAAHAHA!Went to Marina Barrage!Very nice view.After that we went to geylang and eat soya bean curd.HAHHAA!Then we all went home.But i didn't.SO early for me.hahaa.so i went rounding with sky and zhen after sending my darling and ken home.
Reach home at 7am.So tired~.But i love it!I LOVE TO DRIVE!tiring though.I Enjoyed myself that day but i was piss at one moment(Don't want to mention it,Let bygones be bygones).I shall upload the photos some other day.=)

2009-02-18T01:20:00.002+08:00

HELLOOO!!
Let's start from the afternoon.haha.
First of all,i didn't go to school cause i need to plan zhen's birthday with sky.
Then we spend almost 3 hours to settle everything in vivo.So freaking tired.Walk here and there.lol.
After that,i meet my darling at 6pm.Surprisingly,She was not late.=x.Was early instead,but i was early too.haha.After we meet up,went to macs for our dinner then movie.
We watched The Wrestler.R21!!!LOL!We got through it.
Well,i didn't quite like that movie.give it a 2 star.but you guys can try to watch it(don't watch it at weekends).
After movie,send her home.Then i went to tampines to meet zhen for prata then go home.=)

2009-02-16T00:46:00.002+08:00

HEYYYYYYY!Actually i didn't want to update my blog today.But a sudden feel of updating.LOL.
Yesterday V'day.A date with Wenxi.=)
I woke up at 10plus.Then at 11am,zhen and i board the bus to go to sky's mum flower shop.Cause i bought flowers for her.zhen bought for er sao too.Then slacking at his mum's shop till 2.45pm,i went to take bus to her place.She smsed me she will be late.LOL.So i went to a building and camp there,not to expose myself first.haha.

She reached home around 4plus.Then we finally meet up.LOL.We took bus 171 to MS to buy movie tickets first.But end up,we didn't.Cause its all full!DANG!So i drop the idea of getting the tickets first.We went to esplanade to have our dinner.Took us quite awhile to find that Italian restaurant.We were so lucky.The manager or host told us its full(cause i didn't make reservation.=x).But there is one table left for Valentines set meal.So we went up.The food at that rest was nice.i will give it a 3/5.Ambience 5/5.music 5/5.service 5/5.ya.This are the food listed on the Valentines day menu.
Starters
-Quail egg parsley
-Anchovy tobiko and red pepper coulis
-Brittany Sea Scallop and Carviar,white truffle oil
-Escargot& Chicken Mousse with Pesto
Soup
-Holland white asparagus Puree Scented with lemongrass and Steamed Asparagus Roll over prosciutto
Main
-Oven Roasted Australian Angus Tenderloin(200 days grain fed)
Glazed with honey and fennel Crust,edamane with Eggplant mash
Dessert medleys
-Espresso Panna Cotta
-Butterscotch Pudding with caramel
-walnut Gelato
-Cocoa Chocolate Slice
That's all.We had our dinner for 3 hours.haha.very long huh.Then head to town to check for movies.End up,we didn't watch too.Cause its all FULL!So i send her home.Then i go back to tampines.That's all.haha.

To:Wenxi
Still remember what i asked you on V day?Do you believe you're the Second girl that i took number from and also the first girl i gave flowers to.And you said you don't believe.Well,kinda expected answer too.But i just want to tell you here that what i say was true.all true.I wasn't joking.As i told you,I know when to joke,when to be serious and will be serious on something rather than joking about it.Hope that you will really trust me.And the last question i asked that day,wasn't a joke too okay?i wouldn't just give a girl a kiss just because its V'day.I gave it for a reason.Its because i love you.And i'm waiting for your answer which is two more days to go.I miss you so badly,though we just met yesterday.And right now,i can't wait to meet you at tuesday.=).Hopefully,you will give me a positive answer?=).
From:me.=)

2009-02-11T12:07:00.002+08:00

HEY PEEPS!I KNOW MY BLOG IS GROWING SPIDER WEBS!heh.
just a short update.haha.
I update now because somebody is viewing my blog.XD
So bored now.Playing Wahjong during lesson.LOL!Nothing to do.YAWN!
WHEE!MY TP IS REACHING!!!HOSEH!HAHAHA!
okayokay.i got to go off now...To be continued tonight.....
THREE MORE DAYS!XD.IMU.<3

2009-01-02T18:39:00.002+08:00

yo guys.i know my blog are growing sipder webs already.Just that last year was not a good one for me.Lots of thing happen to me.
I know about it.I know what i have done.I know it's wrong.But the problem is that i just will not change.I lie.Almost to everybody.some are closing to me.
Regarding smoking,Its the worst.
Money,Family,Friends,My attitude and School project.
As for School Project,I would like to apologize to zhen siang,Winston and Yu xiang.As a leader,i did nothing at all.I feel that i'm a burden for you guys.Now i know,I can't do in groups.I only can solo.Cause i depend on you people too much.Everytime i tell you guys,I help u all,i do this,i do that,END UP?NOTHING DONE.WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU JIANWEN?!?!?!THIS IS A FINAL YEAR PROJECT!4CREDITS!sigh.Feel like stabbing myself seriously.Now what?A New Year?Don't know whether will it be a good year for me or not.This feeling is so sucky!
Now for my family and money.I don't know whether did i regretted going taiwan or not.After i go and i came back to sing.I didn't save up any money at all.I just keep spending like nobody business.Now?Actual amount 3k drop to?500.zz.
Ohwell,I'm so moody now.Alright.I shall end here.

2008-10-31T00:24:00.003+08:00

hey.just came back from work today.
Well,skipped CS lesson today and went for project lesson at the noon.
Today not that busy.And i ate a lot inside kitchen!WAHAHAHA!
Curry rice!Spicy miso ramen!!WOOTS!

Tml 11pm my pay will come!!!
Well,quite a lot.Didn't expect it to be so much.hahaha.
Also can't spend much either.Need to clear my debts.
Alright.Trying to save up now.
Hope that i can!HAHAHAH!
Going off now!

2008-10-29T01:47:00.004+08:00

WOOTS!FINALLY I'M BACK TO BLOG AGAIN!!!HAHAHAHAHA!
This one whole month.ermmmmm.a lot of things happen.Got good and bad.LOL!

During the hols,i organized a gathering to sentosa.
We didn't have lots of fun.LOL!There will be some pictures showed later on.=)

School start at 13th October.Seriously i don't like the schedule.SUCKS!!!
SO DAMN PACK!
The hour is like office hours la!
But friday no school!That's one thing good about it.

One of the bad thing is zhen and i got **** by our manager.
Kinda piss off when she actually use the **** word.After the scolding or whatever.I was thinking.Did i regretted that i didn't scold her back because she used the **** word.Then now already alright.Zhen and i can't do some mistake.If not we will be FIRED!XD

And then........This few days,went to geylang to eat SOYABEANCURD!MOAR!!SO NICE!!!Maybe because i didn't eat for a long time already!lol.
Now i'm back to learn guitar again!MOAR!My friend actually lend me his favourite guitar!!!!!I really have to take good care of it.If not,my head gonna drop.LOL!
Okay okay.Still got plenty of things happen.Lazy to type the rest already!

going off now!

2008-09-20T01:13:00.002+08:00

Whatsup people!!!=).

was lazy to post this FEW days.heh.

I will post about what happen this week.

This week to me is a very good week.

Firstly,monday i didn't manage to wake up for work.So my managers say u don't have to come today.Later on,They called again.And told me that my whole week schedule was cancel.Due to my lateness.sigh.
Secondly,zhen,boon and i drank yesterday.CORDON BLEU WOR!=).
But of cause,our intend to drink is just DRINK.get what i mean?.
Then boon teach me and zhen how to play "guess fist"(direct chinese translation).
so fun!Then i drank a lot.Cause i'm a newbie.Boon drank quite a lot after i get use to the game!heh.MOARRRR!SMMMMMM!!xD

Then suddenly,i felt so emo.Bring out topics like myself,family,r/s,work and myself as a christian.LONG STORY.Zhen also shared with me too.Then ah boon talking to his siaoeh.
Was quite late already.Boon's parent called.His mum was kinda worried.So we decided to go.I went home alone.zhen accompany boon for some reason.On the way home cannot walk straight.LOL!Reach home also never sleep.Morning then sleep.

Then today we went to sushi tei celebrate siew ching's birthday.

Okay.that's all.I will edit it later on.TIME TO DOTA!=D

2008-08-29T20:32:00.004+08:00

Edited photos

2008-08-27T19:52:00.004+08:00

HEY HEY HEY!Back to post!
Well well well,the day before ytd was SUSHI-TEI D&D!OUR LAST D&D.Let some of the pic do the talking.Cause i don't have all the pics yet.

These are just 1/4 of it.haha.
so sad man.That day,zhen and i saw one or two table of girls keep looking at us.Then in cab on the way home.I was like"DAMN IT!WHY BO TAKE NUMBER!(maybe i dont dare bah.XD).".I'm lazy to type alr.Just came back from gym with ah boon.

2008-08-14T18:57:00.004+08:00

Helllo!I'm BACK!

I had my e math test today.It was T-E-R-R-I-B-L-E!!!!!!!!!sigh.
But nevermind!STUDY HARD FOR THE UPCOMING EXAM!!!!!!=D.

Today while on the bus going back home.Was thinking what i've done this week and last week.Guess what i thought of??MONEY!I spend so much la!!!!If i continue spending like this.I'm a useless guy seriously.20 already lor.Still like this.Let my mum and aunt worried.

Seriously i need to do something about it.Exams are coming too,so does our holidays.=)

TARGET TO EARN!1000k![impossible bo??]Hopefully,my MANYZER will fulfilled our schedule.

Next!My school attendance is BAD!HORRIBLE!!TERRIBLE!
My first time sia.63% attendance.KAO!

My class advisor ask me to write a letter to her with GOOD reason.hahaah!I'm best at this kind of stuff!=X.Gonna pass it to her tomorrow.=)

Now is the EMO post.
Yesterday zhen,wendy and i went to take bus after work.Then zhen mentioned about the new staff,girl,He told wendy what i said.HAHA!Well,its okay.Its just a compliment.
Then zhen tell me,DON'T INCREASE THE NUMBER OF GIRLS YOU HURT ALREADY!Then wendy add on,ya lor.This kind of things will get retribution.haha.Then i told them,i have it already.Zhen said:"Only one nia!How to compensate the FIVE."
Well,i told myself.This ONE only for me is a very huge impact.Just that I'm strong enough.I'm not that weak.That's why.=).
although until now i'm still not okay.But one fine day i will be!BELIEVE IN YOURSELF JIANWEN!MOARRRRR!!=D

Okay.now i shall post some photos.=).Poor zhen working if not he will be inside the photo too!!!!XD.

2008-08-08T05:07:00.003+08:00

HEY!!decided to blog now.though is kind of late.xD

Well Well,Tuesday went out with ah boon.
Walk around at town.Wanted to watch movie actually.But no movie to watch.Cause the stupid boon go watch mummy already.
Then i wanted to get a cap.so walked to far east.Then I BOUGHT A CAP FROM REVOLTAGE!ITS DAMN EX LA!BUT ITS NICE!=D.OH YA!and a bag from revoltage is damn nice.but didnt bought it.Cause broke liao,need to wait for next pay.=(
Then boon bought a skinny from there.

Then went to cine to play pool.poor ah boon keep losing.but at least he won the last round.XD.[I LET YOU NIA!].Then head back home!Before going home,meet zhen for supper at 201.ya.That's all for tuesday!=D

Ytd went out with tz,boon and thomas to KBOX!=D.
Then at night,zhen,joanne and eling came and find me.
After kbox,went to eat dinner at some hawker.Then straight home.
I send eling home.then meet zhen and boon at tampines.

okayokay.some sad post is coming.
Well well well,i hurt(mentally) a girl badly.
i'm really a bad guy.she's the fifth gal i hurt.
Because of what?sigh~.
so hard to find my cup of tea?
I have found one.but no more already.=(.
sigh~forget what to post already.alright.i'm turning in now.
ciaoss

2008-07-28T15:47:00.002+08:00

DAMN IT!I'm so damn moodless already.
Then now my auntie keep scolding me like fcuk.

Why is she always scolding me just over small matters?
shout back at her also cannot.All i can do is just keep quiet.

When are they going to stop treating me as a KID.WTF?

nag nag nag.i seriously can't take it.Really feel like killing myself.

Why can't i have my own life?

Always scold me waste money.U think i never try to change??think i never try to stop myself from spending?

go out also got wrong.go home late also got wrong.every single fcuking thing i do are wrong.Its never right to them.

Also never take drug,join gang etc;
WTF is this?

Keep saying i never bother the house.LIKE I KNOW WAD TO DO LIKE DIS??

Seriously,i don't know what to say already.

2008-07-21T00:52:00.002+08:00

GOOD EVENING LADIES AND GENTLEMEN!
I'M TONIGHT'S ENTERTAINMENT!BANG!

THIS MONTH BEST MOVIE IS RED CLIFF AND THE DARK KNIGHT!=D.

okay.I really need to work a lot already.I'm broke.
And my mummy don't earn much already due to company stuff.sigh~

Got so many things to pay.
Handphone bill.house phone bill.broadband.Concession bus stamp.WTH!

Now another thing,my car driving lesson!so many!!!$$$$$$$.And the stupid GOVERNMENT keep raising the cost of bus fare and taxi fare!WTHHHHH!!!!

And still owe ah boon,ivy,daniel and dict's money!Work Work.

Afraid that i can't work so many days now.Now we got FYP!!WTH!WHY NOW?!?!?!?!

sigh.i'm falling already.sigh.

my life is changing and i'm gonna change it back with my own bare hands and legs!=D.

Always look on the bright side of lifeeee~*whistle*

=D.

okay.going to sleep now.But before that!!

I believe that to regain confidence, you can't regain it by yourself.=D

G'night!Tml will be a better dayyyyyy.

2008-06-29T23:33:00.002+08:00

ohwell,i didn't go to church today.overslept.as usual.=x

went to meet sky at far east.Then decided to walk to cine to get our lunch.

We watched WANTED.

DAMN!ITS A GOOD MOVIE!for action la.But the story is a bit complicated.

We talked a lot about r/s and his own stuff.

Didn't really enjoy today.Don't know.
Will emo for a few seconds.
aiyo,first time like that sia.sigh~.

sorry peeps.don't know what to blog about already.just feel so hopeless now.
EMO-ING~

2008-06-29T06:23:00.002+08:00

hey.okay.now is 6.24am.and i'm still awake.

Just came back from macs.not going to sleep.Cause going to church later.scared overslept.

okay.I had a bad day.sigh~I did something so stupid recently and i can't imagine that i actually did that.sigh~

I'm one and a half hour late for work today.Sharon's face was BLACK.I was like "die liao.". As usual,I'm runner today.A LOT OF STUPID MISTAKES TODAY.
I shout some food wrongly,serve customer wrong things,didn't shout the order loud enough.
okay.i was pretty lucky today.
The Cha Soba sauce.
From the start i went in kitchen till 2.30pm.The "Cha Soba sauce" i serve to the customer was something else.That is damn damn salty.And is like you can't even take the smell even if you just smell it.Can't imagine how the customer take it.
Only at 2.30pm,one of the customer complain that the sauce is damn freaking salty.But still i didn't realize that i served the wrong sauce.So i thought it was the cook didn't mix enough water.so i decided to mix with water with the "cha soba sauce".Then thomas saw it,he shouted at me,WHAT SAUCE YOU GIVE!OF COZ SALTY LA!.Then i took a look at the bottle.I was totally shocked!I quickly changed it.sigh~.know what?I used the whole bottle of the "cha soba sauce".I wonder how many cups of that sauce i served to customer already??.

sigh~so stupid right??I'm like my soul has gone somewhere else.

Okay.i shall end here.

To you:
I'm really very sorry.
I don't know why I'm just saying this.
I'm totally feel so down.
I can't think of anything,my brain is so blank.
Only two thing is inside,
Your forgiveness and it will not gonna happen again.

2008-06-27T01:17:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEEPS!haha.sorry.never update for quite a long long time.heh.

TAIPEI WAS FUN!!I ENJOYED MYSELF!HAHAHA!

I CAN BE DE TOUR GUIDE THERE LE!MUAHAHAHA!
actually is easy la.very convenient.

Well,i bought a lot of things,spent 1k there.

Never regretted what i bought.LOVE IT SO SO SO MUCH!!!
OH YA!and i saw jiro and me qi!!ME QI SO PRETTY LA!!OH MY GOSH!

okayokay.I think i will stop.Cause there is too much to type.hahahaha!

ermmmms.i thought of a lot of stuff today.haha.very far far ahead.
only some things can be done.I WILL GET MY CAR LICENSE THIS YEAR![den maybe go get a bike license secretly.=x]Gonna shop for my belt and two shirts!Maybe get a NICE HEADPHONE!MUAHAHAHA!

WHEEE!Gonna meet her this coming tuesday!!MOVIE MARATHON!MUAHAHAHAHA!

I WAN TO WATCH KUNGFU PANDA!DUN MESS WITH DE ZOHAN!!!Gonna laugh my ass out.LOL!.

alright.i shall stop here.heh.

To be continue~
;)

2008-06-08T22:38:00.003+08:00

hey peeps.back to update my blog!=).i gt no idea how long i didn't update already.
But life's still quite good for me.though we got some tests before holidays start.

Went to wei chiang's house and asked him to teach me some chapters from E-Math.
He can go have a part time job as a tutor.His teaching skill is good.=)

Finally i can rest because i was so scared that i will fail this time math test.Cause i didn't attention to what warren teach.

Friday night we had a brother gathering.=D.But derrick didn't come.Cause it was quite a last minute thing,went to chom chom to eat.The food there not bad only.haha.Gt no idea where to go after eating.so went to loyang temple.Bowen and ah boon pray for me and zhen to have a safe trip to taiwan.[Thanks a lot man.bro!really appreciate it!]After that head to Dict's house for mahjong session!i donated 20 dollars.=(.ohwell,its okay.Once in a blue moon.heh.

Thursday went to meet sweetie after my practical test.=D

We went to buy our movie ticket first before having our lunch.
It was so cheap la!6dollars per ticket!only for weekdays with student pass.=D
We decided to watch made of honor.=)

Then we head down to pasta mania to have our lunch.=)

This is what we had.

We didn't manage to finish our food.OH YA!while we were eating.we played a game.loser gets to eat green bean![yuck!=x]guess what this time i lose two times.how sad.=(

went to catch our show after we eat.Made of honor is a good show.4 stars for it.=D.

As usual,i accompanied her wait for bus.I NEVER GET TO FETCH HER HOME!!ARGH!
Sweetie,though we only met for like a few hours only.But i cherish it.I'm so happy being with you!I'm flying off to taiwan this coming saturday.Gonna miss you like hell.=(.

off to pack my stuffs alr.=)

2008-05-21T01:47:00.004+08:00

Well,nothing much today.

Late for school,took cab down to school with ah boon and zhen.

Think i was too tired.Didn't bother to do what teacher gave us to do.

Then went to Chapter 2 to cut my hair!and thomas reborn his hair.

Oh my gosh!jolin got herself injured during her hols at japan.

Can't give me a new hairdo.Just a simple one.But i like it!=).After we finish,went to thomas's house to plan for our taiwan trip,zhen and bowen was there too.

Went home around 11 plus.Got nothing better to do.

SO I WAS CAM-WHORING!not only myself,took some pictures of my room too!loL!
Sound so stupid la!

2008-05-19T04:47:00.002+08:00

alright peeps!i know its kinda late to blog now.Was dota-ing just now.heh.

Anyway,what i want to post right now is what I'm thinking and how i FEEL too?

She told me her ankle was hurt.so i seriously didn't know what to tell her.Cause i wanted to go with her to the zoo and at the same time i don't want her to go because her ankle's hurts badly.Old injury?

I don't know why is it always like this.Also everytime,we are meeting at that day.Then before the day we are meeting.Something will happen,its just so coincidence.Some people told me"where got so coincidence one?!?!?Must be she don't want to go out la".Well,my thinking was different,i give in.I told myself "she got something on suddenly,she got her own things,can't force her to come either.Must understand.".

Another thing is i thought of this suddenly.
Before we contact each other again,you went through a relationship.And i can see that you still got feelings for him and you need time too.
I asked you:"so are you willingly to give me that space of yours?".Then of cause i'm happy to see that answer you gave me.though i still need to wait for quite long but i can understand."
But then today i told myself:"isn't it weird?She have a relationship with another guy during her studies.But me??ya.though we seems to be like together.But our date is still long way.You told me you might neglect me or only meet once a month because of your A's and studies if you accept me.[understandable].BUT you can accept other guys during your studies too.
I'm totally confused.so many whys are appearing in my mind.
Sometimes i asked myself what is she treating me as??

For what i think that you need two hand to clap.Same goes to R/S.
Both partners need to give in.Well,doesn't mean that Both have to give in the same amount.Just a bit,makes a lot of difference.As long as both parties are happy.I don't know.But i think that i gave in a lot.If you neglect me for days.I can understand.Because of your studies,JC life are very stress i know.Of cause before i ????[don't know how to say.=x.] i did think that you will not be very free unlike from me.So i must concern you instead of keep asking her why you always not free.Well,that day you messaged me that you are sorry because you neglect me for quite a few days.I was happy.Just that one message that filled with ????[don't know how to say.=x.] can make me happy.Even though i don't get to see your face.

Okay,i still got lots of thing to say.But i forget already.heh.
Done for now.

To:Sweetie

After you read this post,maybe i can assume that you got your own problems too.
Well,though i told you before i don't like to mention the past.But now i like to know
your problems.Because i feel that the problems you telling me,will let me know what are you going through.And what i wrote on the post.I don't know whether did i say anything wrong cause i'm not really good in words sometimes.pardon me.=).Take care okay??And your ankle too!=).quickly go see a doctor before it get worst.Miss you!

Thats all for today.=)

GOOD NIGHT!

2008-05-07T00:20:00.003+08:00

helllo!alright.today went to polyclinic,to check my face.

The doctor gave me the cream that i already have.waste money.zzzz

Then ah boon ask me to go KBOX.lol!So end up got dict,zhen and ivy,boon and his gf(dont know what name.=x) and ME!
Didnt sang well today.Don't know why too.Was so sucky.The best is only 越愛越難過.

Den er sao took some photos.Quite bad though.=x.

To my beloved and precious gal:I'm sorry.i cant don't be sweet to you and i can't stop loving you either.=D.I don't say i love you out of habit or to make conversation i say it because you are the best thing that has ever happened in my life!=)

2008-05-03T02:03:00.000+08:00

A song for you!=)

You're a falling star, You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

2008-05-01T23:32:00.004+08:00

Today's a great day!=D

Went out with sweetie,zhen and er sao.=)

Suppose to catch a movie.end up,we didn't.cause she have to go home early to do her report.Almost all the movie are selling fast.
So we went SHOPPING!lol!

I love going out with you too,sweetie!=)

She bought me a cream puff.[i know u know I'm hungry.I'm just controlling myself.]
After we got her dad's wallet,went to buy ice cream!zhen and er sao go konikuniya.
THE ICE CREAM SO SO SO NICE!=).We bought two cups.Each cup with 3 kind of chocolates.
One of it is Dark chocolate,Belgium chocolate![MY FAVOURITE!] and Cookies and cream[not a chocolate actually.heh.].Another is Hazelnut![YUMMY!],Tiramisu,Italian Espresso.
I like both the clothes you bought.=)
You look so cute when u are shopping!hahahaha!
Then zhen and er sao keep disturbing us.you also look cute!like GOLDFISH!XD.just kidding.

ONE THING!WE DIDN'T TAKE PHOTOS!!=(.when are we going to take??my phone camera sucks.and your Digital cam spoiled!sigh~I'm so sad la.but for now its okay.cause I'm disfigure!HHAHAHAHA!

Sweetie,u are right!i will be quiet whenever I'm hungry or tired.but for in the train,it depends only.hahaha.weird right?hahahha!

Well,thats all I'm gonna post for today.

2008-04-29T21:08:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEEPS!=).
I PASSED MY BASIC THEORY!CONGRATS ME!HEH.

will be taking my Final Theory at 11th july.

And,SWEETIE!u still gt 2 more tournaments to go!You must play okay??if not,what for you join badminton??and training so hard??right?doesn't matter lose or win la[though is a TOURNAMENT!.=x].Most important is ENJOY THE GAME!=).If not it will be a waste for you to training so hard right??there must be a credit!=).JIA YOU!
You will always have my SUPPORT!heh.

i'm showing something on what i did during photoshop lesson.=)

I did it for you.just you.though your birthday haven't reach.

2008-04-28T00:32:00.001+08:00

Hey Hey
Hey Hey

Sometimes I feel like everybody's got a problem
Sometimes I feel like nobody wants to solve them
I know that people say we're never going to make it
But I know we're going to get through this
(Close your eyes and please don't let me go)
Don't, Don't, Don't, Don't let me go now
(Close your eyes don't let me let you go)
Don't, Don't, Don't

[Chorus]
Take my hand tonight
Let's not think about tomorrow
Take my hand tonight
We could find some place to go
Cause our hearts are locked forever
And our love will never die
Take my hand tonight
One last time

The city sleeps and we're lost in the moment
Another kiss says we're lying on the pavement
If they could see us they would tell us that we're crazy
But I know they just don't understand
(Close your eyes and please don't let me go)
Don't, Don't, Don't, Don't let me go now
(Close your eyes don't let me let you go)
Don't, Don't, Don't

[Chorus]
Take my hand tonight
Let's not think about tomorrow
Take my hand tonight
We could find some place to go
Cause our hearts are locked forever
And our love will never die
Take my hand tonight
One last time

Hey Hey
Hey Hey

The raindrops
The tears keep falling
I see your face and it keeps me going
If I get lost your light's going to guide me
And I know that you can take me home
You can take me home

[Chorus]
Take my hand tonight
Let's not think about tomorrow
Take my hand tonight
We could find some place to go
Cause our hearts are locked forever
And our love will never die
Take my hand tonight
One last time

[Chorus]
Take my hand tonight
Let's not think about tomorrow
Take my hand tonight
We could find some place to go
Cause our hearts are locked forever
And our love will never die (Love will never die)
Take my hand tonight
One last time

2008-04-27T00:19:00.002+08:00

I HAVE MAKE UP MY MIND!
I WILL STAY AT VOLLEYBALL!=).
but ar.have to buy volleyball shoes.=(

wheee!i'm meeting her tml!MUAHAHAHA!=).

finally i have another off day at sunday.=)

[to sweetie: SWEETIE!i gt lot of things to say to you.but i just dunnoe how to say in words.My english not too good.hahaha.but i hope that u will feel it.=)]

Had a gathering ytd late night.usual peeps.Dan,boon siang,JJ,serene,dict,derrick and me!oh!one more!shiwah.dan's mei.dict derrick and i head to east coast first.they teach me bad things lor!hahaha!we went to catch DOG!LOL!so horrible man.so many cars at de carpark.den see de car shake shake.LOL!
Den we wait for de people to finish le.dict reverse his car.and on HIGH BEAM LIGHT!SHINE ALL DE CARS THAT ARE DOING SHAKING.LOL!SO FUNNY!

all of us had our supper at hong kong cafe.chit-chatting.den drove to changi village.see homos.boring~den go geylang.actually wan to eat bean curd.End up,we went to see those pros.zzzzz.we nd to have something better den this next time.

alright.i'm gg off now.GOOD NIGHT!!!

2008-04-24T01:06:00.002+08:00

heyo!sigh~
E-math so headache.seems easy.but i dunnoe why i headache.stupid indices.ARGH!

and my stupid teacher catch my hair.say my color not allowed.i was like WTF?!?!?!i step in the exam hall with this color,the section head and DM oso never catch me.she come catch me!>:(

AND YES!i gt a cca finally!VOLLEYBALL!ahaha!with wai kiat see chin and boon!we joined volleyball for??see GAL?ROFL!that was their idea of joining.for me is not okay??SWEETIE!=x.

PM:Sweetie!
sometimes at night want to chat with you.but i cant.cause you need to do your homework.i miss you so much!wan to listen to your voice!i dont know whats wrong with me.i guess i'm really in love with you!you're my everything!though i cant feel lots of love coming from you.*hint hint*(:
I REALLY MISS YOU SO MUCH!Looking forward to see you this coming sunday!!=))

okiez.got to go.8am lesson tml.):
GOOD NIGHT!

2008-04-16T00:07:00.003+08:00

i'm so happy today.

i make dinner love box for sweetie.

Kinda sad that we didnt eat together.

Sweetie pass me my present.ITS A VERY LOVELY CALENDAR!=)
I LOVE IT SO SO SO MUCH!<3333

Well,nothing much to say alr.coz i'm like speechless.

de present u gave me touches my heart.:D

2008-04-12T03:08:00.002+08:00

sigh~i'm so bored now.waiting for my cheesecake to frost.SO SO SO LONNNG~

I think it will be a failure for my first attempt.=(

Sweetie.i'm gonna have my second attempt once i try my first attempt cheesecake.haha.the second attempt will be for you!=)

Well,i dont know what went wrong during de whole process of doing de cheesecake.Gonna figure out wad went wrong.

2008-04-11T00:17:00.002+08:00

I MISS YOU SO MUCH!SWEETIE!<3333

wheee!same class with ah zhen and derrick!!heh.

i'm very happy with my schedule.(=

monday 9am till 3.30pm
tuesday 8am to 1pm
wednesday 8am to 4pm
thursday 10am to 5pm
friday 8am to 12pm!

LOVE IT!luckily i only gt 3 8am lesson.heh.ah boon got 4 8am lesson!!hahahahah!

OH!and i'm gg to buy air ticket to taiwan next friday!!!WHEEE!
TAIWAN!WAIT FOR ME!!!!(=

MISS YOU LOTS BABY!(=

2008-04-02T03:14:00.005+08:00

hello.i gt so many things to say.but just don't know how to start.LOL!

This morning i gt SOME NAGGING by my aunt.about de way i spend my money and etc;

I was like "STUN".Telling myself.Its time for me to stop spending money like water already.=)
Hopefully,i will.=)

And,i got my permission from my mum to go to TAIWAN!!WHEEE!Thomas help me talk to her.
i'm like very useless right?lol.Actually gt reason de.=)

Okayokay.i just disappoint my sweetie.=(.I really didnt meant to.
I'M SO SO SO SORRY!THOUSAND APOLOGIZE!=(.
I didnt want to meet tml because i wanted to do something better.And somemore,its kinda rush for you too.i don't want you to be such in a hurry.We can meet other days de right?And still,i also will accompany you study de.=).
I mean what i say,okiez??
Don't sad le okay??I feel sad too.=(

爱情是一种怪事
我开始全身不受控制
爱情是一种本事
我开始连自己都不是
为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是为你写诗

为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说最美的是你的名字

爱情是一种怪事
你的笑容是唯一宗旨
爱情是一种本事
我在你心里什么位置
为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是为你写诗

为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说最美的是你的名字

为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说最美的是你的名字

我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘记你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘记你的样子
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘记你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘记你的样子

This song is for you!=)

2008-03-25T02:29:00.002+08:00

hello.don't know how to start.LOL!xD

okay.erm.went out with sweetie on sunday!=)though is kinda late.

We watched step up 2:the streets and rule no 1!LOL!sounds crazy to watch 2 in a row.
Cause she never watch movie for de past 3 months!awwww.so sad.HAHAHAHAH!

just want to say that i will always cherish every single second with you.=)

Must take new neo prints le!that old one so long alr.gt one year le.LOL!

NEXT MOVIE!HORTON!!HAHAHAHHA!=)

i'm so headache now la.my manager gave me so little days to work.WTH!
wan to go ivy dere work oso cannot.
glen one oso cannot.hai.
HOW!!!!TAIWAN!!!!!!!
SO STRESS LA!=(

alright.i'm done.haha.don't know what to say alr.

2008-03-16T02:55:00.003+08:00

BOOO!here i'm again.heh.always so long then update.very lazy.heh.

okay.i will start it from my bday!i will let all the photos do the talking.lol

2008-02-28T00:17:00.002+08:00

Dear readers,sorry that i didnt update for so so so so damn freaking long.heh.lazy.=x

okay.what i wan to say??ehhhh.this year my life is just so so la.everyday happy happy lor.nothing bad happen la.But didnt go church for quite a lot of times.cause cannot wake up.due to sleeping late for GAMING.LOL!

Exams are coming.march 11!!And my bday falls on march 7!!!siannn.still celebrating though.Mr Ong is planning it.cause i planned for his birdday,wasnt that good.cause last min gt chaos.cant decide where to eat.

I'm gonna say one more thing which i said it quite a long time.
I LOVE ALL MY ITE FRENS.All de joys we had together.night life.everything.Esp zhen,sky,boon aka yian kut kut,benecdict aka ah dict and thomas.HAHAAAHA!They are just so DOWN-TO-EARTH BROTHERS!THEY ROCKS!=)))

One more thing!hahaha.this year SHE is celebrating my bday with me!!i'm really really very happy!Hope that we can celebrate each other bday every year huh?=).
This message is for YOU!=I will plan it okay?haha!cause you said:"i'm your girl so i'm bigger".HAHAHAHAH!

After exams,i'm gonna chiong work!for TAIWAN TRIP!!!with thomas,zhen and glen!=).
And,gg to have daily morning workout before gg to work!sounds crazy.
Well,have to train alr.nafa coming.i'm so OLD alr.LOL!only can do 3 pull ups,12mins for 2.4km,40 sit ups,10 sec for shuttle.WTH MAN!!i'm gonna get all A this time!MUAHAHAH!
Okiez.guess i'm done.cause i don't know what to write alr.heh.

May God bless me!!=)

2007-12-29T05:48:00.000+08:00

Want to, but I can't help it
I love the way it feels,
It's got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real
I need it when I want it, I want it when I don't
Tell myself I'll stop everyday, knowin' that I wont

I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don't know if I would quit, but I doubt it
I'm taken by the thought of it, and I know that much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, i'm so strung out on you
I can barely move, but I like it

And it's all because of you
And it's all because...
NEVER GET ENOUGH
SHES THE SWEETEST DRUG

Think of it every second
I can't get nothin done,
Only concern is the next time, I'm gonna get me some
Know I should stay away from, cuz it's no good for me
I tried and tried but my obsession wont let me leave

I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don't know if I would quit, but I doubt it
I'm taken by the thought of it, and I know that much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, i'm so strung out on you
I can barely move, but I like it

And it's all because of you
And it's all because...
NEVER GET ENOUGH
SHES THE SWEETEST DRUG

Ain't no doubt, so strung out
Over you, over you, over you

Because of you,
And it's all because of you,
Never givin' up
She's the sweetest touch, she's the sweetest tooouch

I LOVE THIS SONG!
But then,makes me emo too.sigh~

2007-12-28T01:28:00.000+08:00

HEELLOOOO!

Back to blog again!hahahahah!

ohwell,this hols wasnt that happening la!=(

This youth camp was a $%&*(@#$*(@#&$*(.=(

But i still love the skit!HAHAHAHA!doing skit for all de camps is a good choice man!
BUT AT LEAST WITH A GOOD TOPIC!

Well,zhen!we all had de same decision u know why too.
Kinda predictable that ur nick will be THAT KIND OF NICK.EMOOOOOO~

bro!i suddenly tot of something when i was on the way to work in train.

i know u cant let go so easily.JUST TO LET U KNOW.

U!living in this world.you still gt lots of love!
GOD is de first one.i know u are not christian la.but just to let u know MY GOD loves everyone.
FAMILY is de second one.ya.hit is adore.scold is love!heh.

LOVES ONE is de third.she is ur partner.who knows whether will de she be ur life partner.

FRIENDS is de fourth one!!!i dont know how to say for frens la.but for me,having BEST FRENS are just so amazing to have them.

okay!NOW!even though u lose de third love!you still have MANY MANY LOVES!AND UR second and fourth loves doesnt think that its ur fault!why keep putting de fault on u??dun say u didnt.u just did this afternoon!!

Life is so beautiful.why make it so miserable??stay happy bro!

well,we are assure that there are still many girls waiting for yoU!!
You are really a nice guy.AND A VERY DOWN-TO-EARTH FREN TOO!

BROTHERS FOR LIFE!
ME YOU SKY!
J-Z-S!!(random)

just remember that we all love you!=))

alrights.i'm gg off!=)

Time to wake up from ur dreams!!!!

2007-12-15T05:06:00.001+08:00

WHEEEE!HOLIDAYS HAS STARTED!!MUAHAHA!
YOUTH CAMP IS DRAWING NEAR!!YIPPEE!!CANT WAIT FOR IT MAN!!
Hope that there will be new comers.muahahaha!=)

Well well.its been 2 weeks since i update.sorry about that.lazy to update.hahaha.i updated today because i'm still awake.at like 5am??LOL!crazyness!XD

Well,nothing much happen this 2 weeks.
Accompanied xin hui for lunch during her break at work.dont know how many days i acc her le.haha.i'm so nice right???HAHAHAHA!

only work 2 days.so sad.Next week,i only get to work 2 days.because of youth camp!sigh.BUTTTTTTT!nvm.its okay!=)worth it!hahahahah!

cant wait to meet you again!!!=D
tu tu kuay!muah chee!hahahahahahhhahaha!
scissor,paper stone game.LOL!XD

2007-12-01T10:29:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO!

i'm sick!sigh~

ordering mac for breakfast.heh.

ohwell,have to rush some projects.gt class test.sianzz.

i miss yoU!=)do you?heh

2007-11-27T16:45:00.000+08:00

back from school!

today,during lesson.i received a message.i was so happy.and quickly go see whether is you sms me or not.

but not you.=(.sadded.

gosh,i think i really like you.

am i in a one-sided love??=(

2007-11-27T01:22:00.000+08:00

hohoho!
now i feel so much better!=).

seriously,i dunnnoe what are you thinking.

i dunnoe whether are you playing mind games with me or not.(random thinking)

i dunnoe whether are you treating me as a replacement or not.(random thinking)

u seems to be my sunshine.my drug.

before that,i didnt thought so.

But each time i received your messages.
i'm having a sweet smile.LOL!

i dunnoe whether is it jus a crush feeling or wad.

take times to figure it out.=)

fate??lol!

to:you.PIG

from:blur block.

2007-11-19T15:08:00.000+08:00

HEELLLOOO!!!
I'm back to blog again!haha!zhen kao pei me!say i never blog.blog is a daily thing!hahaha!xD

well well,everything i'm been through.teaches me a lesson.yupp.cherish everything you have.

tot over it alr.if i'm gonna have a r/s again.i'm gonnna really commit lots into it.and never hurt my partner.It will never gonna happen again.=).

2007-11-07T21:09:00.000+08:00

HEY!!SO LONG NEVER BLOG LE!DECIDED TO BLOG TODAY.COZ I WAN TO SAY HOW AM I'M FEELING RIGHT NOW.WAD AM I THINKING PAST FEW DAYS.

Well,how should i start??i dunnoe why am i like dis.and i dunnoe why i made tt decision.now i feel bad.because i'm not committing into de r/s.though u dun mind.But i feel that i'm selfish!DAMN SELFISH.why did i made tt big decision??becoz i'm worried abt you??or becoz i still love you so much??its been a week.i dun see anything happening to me.
Its just bad.i never tot of you.is de feeling fading??or waD???=(.
i hurt you badly once.am i going to repeat it??AM I??

I dunnoe.i just thought that i'm not that right guy for you.I dunnoe why am i thinking so much.
Do i have to be a heartless guy??BUT THATS NOT ME!!!sigh~
Love can be happiness.but it also can be pain.

sigh~AIYO AR!!JIANWEN AR JIANWEN!why lei??

Can i leave this to god?
:(

2007-10-25T23:58:00.000+08:00

heyyyyyy!didnt update for days le.hehe

well,last monday was our 2nd month!!hehe.so long den update hor??=x

Sad thing is,never went to some places i wanted to bring her to eat.coz she never eat medicine.

haha.that day,i took half hour to groom my toe.LOL!trying to fit in de shoe wif a big boa on my toe.LOL!

well well well,dis few days of school.teacher gave us homework sia!study so long ite.i tink dis is de first time i'm having homework.LOL!

sigh~my class sschedule serious sucks!

1 or 2 days.in between de lesson there is 2 hour break!kao!do wad sia!!make me feel like gg home and sleep only!sigh~
hai.so many days never work le.rot at home.dota dota dota.sleep sleep sleep.no life.

so bored.shall stop here.
=)

2007-10-20T04:21:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey!!!hohohoho!today something motivated me!!FASTER FINISH MY DRIVING LESSONS!!HAHAHAHAH!!SEE DICT DRIVE UNTIL SO SONG SIA!!HEART ITCHING LEI!!HAAHHAHAA!

Dear didnt come along wif my small gathering.cause not feeling well.haha!its alright!dear.Your health is more important!okay?And dun tink too much!!dun keep thinking of i suppose to be dead??if u are!den u are already!but u are not!

U are standing in front of me!!U are "revived".means god gave u a chance to live!

ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE!=D

NOW MY GOAL ISSSSSSSSSSS GET MY LICENSE FAST!DUN CARE WAD NOT FREE LIAO!JUST CHIONG AR!STUDY HARD!!THATS 2 OF MY CURRENT GOAL!

haha.jus now at dict's car something random came out from my mind.

ermmms,dict's car de music so many chinese song,a bit english.

Zhen's car oso will be de same as dict's car

derrick's car music super remix one.listen to all kind.weirdo.XD

AS FOR MY CAR!Those noisy(towards dem are noisy) one,only my favourite chinese song.hahahahah!STUPID!!SUPER RANDOM SIA!XD

Well,de gathering gt boon siang,JJ,dan and his gal,zhen and his gal,derrick,dict,serene and me!went to changi village makan den saw a few gay!OMGOSH!DEY ARE SO FCUKING PRETTY!HAAHAHAHAH!WHOOO!XD.{jus kidding ar ,dear.}

after makan went to seletar see racers.a lot lei!but to me all not nice de lei their car.only saw my favourite bike!hahahahaha!only can see.T.T.mum dun let me drive bike.T.T

lalala.i was entertaining dem all de way!WAD DE!!I'M not high la!!jus entertain lor!!only dan and serene bother me!de others!T.T can go eat shit la!!!KUKUS!XD

went home at 2plus.on de highway.oh my gosh!it was so fun!dict speedy!150km!WOW!!blast music and zhen,derrick,dict and me sing sing sing!LMAO!no biker lor.if not can play wif dem!LOL!

alamak!i love dict's driving sia!powerdema!sweet turn!POWER TO DE PEOPLE!XD

i'm crazy liao.hahahahahahah!okayokay.i shall end here.

MY GOALS!!I MUS DO IT!JIA YOU!=DDDDD

2007-10-17T00:07:00.000+08:00

well well well,wad to blog about???

Today dear came to my house.den sleep together.coz we didnt sleep de whole night.she came at morning den sleep at de morning.hahaha.

Woke up at 12.35pm!lol!cant believe it!so short sia de time!den bring her to work.meet zhen and gemaine.DENNN off to work.boring!

Today work like zombie sia!can feel that i'm gg to faint liao!LOL!

nothing much la.oh ya!forget to bring back my medicine!its now at sst!XD

NEXT WEEK!IS 2 MONTH LIAO!!!!!!MUACKS!!<3

2007-10-05T08:35:00.000+08:00

ton at airport ytd with zhen and gemaine.damn sian lor.sigh~

didnt see eka off.not enough time.sorry eka!=(

bring dear dear go school.she look so sick la!sigh~so damn worried.ask her go see doctor dunwan.sigh~

she bought me HL milk again!hahah!thks dear!love you so much!:)

2 more weeks wor dear!xD

2007-10-04T19:51:00.000+08:00

hey!jus woke up 1 hour ago!hahahaha!

POWER HOUSE ROCKS MAN!HAHAHAHA!spent a lot!sigh~

checked my results!gt a C and B. 2.22GPA =(

MUST REALLY BUCK UP SIA!

sigH~everytime say i will study very hard.In the end,play play play.kaoz!=(

like so useless sia me.XD

Well well well,i seriously dunnoe wad u tinking now.sigH~why like dis?=(

2007-10-03T00:55:00.000+08:00

ROOOAAARRRRRRRRR!I'M CRAZY TODAY!ROFL!

nothing happen much la!rot two days at home liao!!sigh~

dled devil may cry 3!not bad la.

started to watch The Outsiders!de brothers are so cool man!!!

zhen!we lack of one brother!if not we can be like dem liao!sworn brothers!!hahahahaah!!

jus now meet zhen for supper!i ordered maggie goreng and 3 plain pratas!hahahahahah!only 1/2 full sia!

tml gg st james wif my frens!!so excited sia!!dunnoe why oso!XD

dennnnnn dennnn!I LOVE MY AUNTIE!!MY MUM!MY UNCLE(at amercian),SERENEIL DEAR AND ZHENIE THE ASSHOLE!HAHAHAHHAHAHA!

see,i'm crazy!^^

now waiting for zhen to play dota!he so ta ma de slow lor!!XD

TML NO DRUNK NO GO HOME!THATS WAD ZHENG TENG SAY DE!hahahahah!

2007-09-25T01:42:00.001+08:00

after u tell me that.I'm really xin tong.

I dun wan to see you like this.

Dun tell me you have forgotten wad u wrote in you blog??

U promise me that you will not keep things in you heart??

U say you will tell me.

telling you this again,don't feel that you only bring me trouble and problems alright?

I'm really really happy to be with you.

When i'm out with you.i don't feel stress.

Remember what i told you??I'm your mountain always!a strong and mighty mountain!

And i oso promise you something too?i will tell you how i feel and everything.i did it all!

I'm tearing and typing at the same time.

I dunnoe why after you type that.I immediately teared.

I wanna be with you!ai ni hao xin fu!

2007-09-24T01:14:00.000+08:00

today nothing much happen.
But got things to post.hahahah!=)

I LOVE MY JOB!I LOVE MY COLLEAGUE!!

sigh~dunnoe whether want to transfer to the new outlet anot lei.at east coast.

take bus go there free lor!then break time can go see dear dear if she's working tt day.Restaurant manager kelvin tay,manager is yvvonne tay!brother sister lei!!she's my favorite manager!!oso gt wei ge!de chef.so funny one lor he!

But cant bear to leave raffles city!ah tong!sam!ah hua!thomas!alex!teck zhen!hui ling!gemaine!toki!siew ching!laura!serene!many many!all de jokers!such a happening restaurant!sigh~

sigh~shall end here.no mood to continue le.

cheers

2007-09-23T03:50:00.000+08:00

hey peeps!haha.

Went out with dear dear for our one month anniversary!!=)

Went to vivo first.intended to bring her to white dog cafe.but den she like not hungry de.always ask her want to eat anot?she will say dunnoe.=/

So,we went to Kim Gary's restaurant.Actually wanted to order a main dish.Then she said now still so early,later den i eat.So i just order french toast and a drink,fresh lemon juice with grape ice!THAT DRINK IS DAMN NICE!!GONNA DRINK AGAIN FOR MY NEXT VISIT!SUPER SOUR!HAHAHAHAHHAHAH!

After that,head to golden village to catch rat-ta-to-eeee.The seats are like only de front rows left.so i asked dear dear whether she wan to watch here or other place.she said other place!FINALLY SHE MADE A DECISION!I'M SO GLAD ABOUT IT!=D

Went to The Cathay to watch.The movie was good,quite long though.After de movie,we went to take NEOS!!on the way,she teared.for some reasons.

I really wan you to go back school and study very hard.alright??=)

okay.After our NEOS!meet zhen.Then go gemaine's house.haha.

After that,send my xiao tian xin go home!=).everytime i give de.u never give me de.humphh.XD

Then,send gemaine go home.Zhen and i slack outside awhile then go home.coz we already noe tt we are taking cab home.so jus slack around first.=)

Thats all!ahahahahahahah!

Later work split shift!hahahahahaha!

The sun rises above the hillcrest,
As does the joy of my heart;
Rays of warmth and love,
From her I will never depart.

Fresh dew upon the grass,
Young birds chirp in their nests;
I watch her gently sleep,
My love to her I silently profess.

I enjoy the stillness and calm,
Watching as she smiles and dreams;
She brings me to stillness and peace,
Like that of a slow flowing stream.

My heart and soul flow with love,
And I smile as I quietly reflect;
I’ve been handed a sweet princess,
A sweet princess to love and to protect.

A vow to myself I make,
As she quietly sleeps away;
To love and always cherish her,
Until my last breath... until my last day.

2007-09-22T03:23:00.001+08:00

nothin much to blog.

HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY DEAR!!

Now toking to HER on the phone!haha!

So STM la!XD

zhen tot i'm angry with him.lol!cannot reply her message.SMS BLOW LIAO!hahaha!

Oh well,meeting BABA later.loL!!

Signing off.

cheers.=)

2007-09-19T02:07:00.000+08:00

READ IT CAREFULLY!I MEAN EVERY SINGLE THING!=)

This is to you my xiao tian xin!=)

I've made a vow, to no one but you
I pledge my love to forever be true
I'll take care of you and treat you right
I'll lay beside you all through the night
I'll feed you and clothe you and keep you warm
I'll hug you and kiss you and give shelter in the storm
I'll help you and guide you and clear a path
I'll protect you and shield you from an angry man's wrath
I'll listen to your problems help you solve them too
I'll make you a rainbow and let the sun shine through
I'll take your side even if you're wrong
Just to prove our love is strong
I'll plant you flowers and make them grow
They'll be a symbol of love that only we'll know
I'll whisper your name when no one is near
So low that only you can hear
You'll feel my love even if we're apart
You'll know that we are one in heart

PIG SO EARLY SLEEP LOR!!XD

Wanted to talk to you about somethings.never mind.can other days.=)

2007-09-18T01:27:00.000+08:00

sigh~regretted playing dota just now.if not i could hav called you.tot that gemaine will stay quite late.sadded

2007-09-17T23:14:00.000+08:00

I FAILED MY BTT!!HAHAHAHAH!

PREDICTABLE!XD

Well Well Well,some bad happen ytd.

2 things.one of it cannot be mention.

so other one is,SHE DRUNK!!>:(

I was so piss off and worried when on the way down to fetch her.

Den i slowly cool down.sigh~why like that.Just now serene and zhen told me that you should scold her!

Well,i did tot of scolding you.but i'm worry u cant take it.thats why i hao sheng hao qi tok to you.SEE,I'M TOO NICE!XD

if dis kind of situation happen again.surely scold liao.

and one more thing.stop ur so sorry.i noe you feel bad about it.Jus dun let dis happen again will do.

=)

2007-09-14T03:10:00.000+08:00

Nothing much happen today.just work work work.

Well,saved my allowance today.

SAVE SAVE SAVE!Now i just want to aim samsung dvd!and the house theatre!

WHAT THE FISH!SERIOUSLY!I JUST DUNNOE WHY AM I THINKING SO MUCH!IT JUST SUCKS!>:(

2007-09-11T22:57:00.001+08:00

Thats the uncle who dotes zhen and i the most!=D

2007-09-11T02:36:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey!
FINALLY NO MORE STRESS FOR THE TIME BEING!HAHAHAHAHA!!

did quite well for my exam today!hahahahahah!jus pass.thats all.x)

eh.after exam,went home for some modeling.hahahaa!don't know what to wear for sushi-tei dinner and dance.

In the end,jus a simple outfit.hahahaha!

enjoyed today!so fun la!D&D rocks!!didnt eat much la.the dishes quite common!
Oh ya!finally this is the only time de desserts are not almond!hahaha!

Then at the last part of the program,the mc said come to the dance floor and dance!challenge.two groups.one is called whateva.my group is anything!ANYTHING!CHEERS!
HAHAHHAHA!WE WON!!ALL THANKS TO ME MAN!hAHAHAH!Terence go pull me on stage.kaoz.Weird lei.i dun feel paiseh at all.super high!dance like nobody business!hahahaha!

a lot of chio bu sia.but!only can have a glance.hahahaha!=P.lalala.

took a lot of pictures man!!waiting for zhen and de rest to upload!!muahahahah!!

yawn.kinda tired le.leg damn tired.hahahahah!

ciaos.

2007-09-06T01:41:00.000+08:00

whatsup everybody!haha!

Today run class half way.haha.then acc zhen buy his D&D stuff.

SO TEMPTING!ALL DE CLOTHES SO NICE!OH MY GOSH!!BUT I NOT ENOUGH MONEY FOR THE MONTH!sigh~SAD LA!

Then after that fetch dear dear go home.

NOW TALKING TO HER ON THE PHONE!=))

She likes to talk to herself!

AND SHE IS DOING SOMETHING WEIRD!!AND STUPID!xD

2007-09-04T00:27:00.001+08:00

HEEEEELLLLLOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

Today.bad day in the afternoon.good day in the night.x)

Went to school for test.i only know how to do one question!!cause i never study!=(

Went home after de test.STUDY STUDY STUDY!STRESS SIA!=(

mum came home early.i take a look at my bank book!OMGOSH!I SPEND SO MUCH MONEY!=(

sian 1/2.At night meet zhen for study.BUTTTT!end up never.cause no time liao.went to TM walk walk.lol!

9.plus take mrt go fetch my dear dear!x)

SEE,I'M SO NICE RIGHT??HAHAHAHA!

OH!I will find one day.when there is a chance!i will see ur ez-link card!!!WAHAHAHAHA!!

oh well,nothing to post le.

dear!i dedicate dis song to ya.

I WANNA BE WITH YOU-the chinese singer.gal lai de.

2007-09-02T01:27:00.000+08:00

sigh~i was FORCE to blog!x)

just reached home not long ago.went funeral just now.

ate a lot of things.hahahha!

Well,today late for work.an hour.hahaha!earned 24 bucks only.free money.no customer.

haha!Then i cook something to eat in the kitchen!cause the stupid head chef off today.=)

OH!and the pig slept for 17 hours today!OMGOSH!
CAUTION CAUTION!THERE IS A HUMAN PIG LIVES OPPOSITE WOODBRIDGE!

THAT PIG IS SO NOT CUTE!XD

dun angry ar.xD

Dunnoe what to write le lei.

shall end here.=)

cheers

2007-08-31T00:34:00.000+08:00

sigh~don't know what to post.

eh.well,i really want our r/s to last.

The feeling is like.i want to spend the rest of my life with ya.

During work,i felt quite useless.When u got scolding from the stupid emily.I wasn't there to comfort you.
Then,when i know you cry.I wasn't there too.

Very worried about you when i am inside the kitchen.=(

oh well.

i shall end here for today.

i love you!=)

2007-08-29T12:32:00.001+08:00

forget to post last night.haha.

Well,ytd!Bring my dear to school!Took a cab to her house.no bus yet!hahaha!=)

After sending her to school,i went home to do some house chores. Then raining heavily!=).

Leave house at 1plus.fetch dear dear from school.I'M SO NICE RIGHT?HAHAHAHAHAHA!!

She went home to do something then go work.

Then i go home wait for zhen.Then GO OUT AGAIN.LOL!went to town at 7plus.kinda late though.

After that,Go parkway fetch dear dear go home.Wanted to stay at her house for awhile.

Well,reached home like 1plus am.

Today never go school.hahaha!had a headache after i wake up.sigh~

okay.shall end here.continue laters.hahaha!

ciaos.=)

2007-08-27T21:54:00.000+08:00

Hi!sian!Stomach sot sot one!SO PAIN LA!

Dunnoe wad i eat oso.cannot walk properly!hahahahaha!

sigh~cannot message yoU!sadded!=(

Gonna save money!bring you to many places!=)

Miss you so much baby!(:

2007-08-26T23:54:00.000+08:00

HEY PEEPS!

I DIDNT LATE FOR CHURCH!YAY!BUT I SLEPT DURING A SHORT SHARING SECTION!x)

Went to wei chiang's house to slack after service.
JUST WHAT!MONKEYS ATTACKED HIS HOUSE!ALL SWEET WRAPPERS ALL OVER!
BANANA SKIN!PAPAYA!OH MY GOSH!

ONE MORE THING!THEIR PIC FRAME BROKE!STUPID MONKEYS!

Helped auntie emily to do some wiring stuff to de speakers.

hai!I LET HER WAIT FOR ME AGAIN!!OH MY GOSH!!!I LET MYSELF DOWN!SIGH~

almost late for movie.Dead silence.not bad.
Went to take neo print.hahahah!not good lor!

Nvm.It will be better next time!=)

Then,walk walk.

Went to parkway.haahah!

After that fetch her home den i go home.hahahaha!

I'M TOO TALL??X).

2007-08-26T01:12:00.000+08:00

hello!haha!what a day!hahahaha!

Went to airport wif my dear today.

Had dinner at swensens!hahhaa!

Steven gave me 10percent discount!tot dey will not gib la.lol!

Den bought a classic vanilla!de actual price was $4.10.tiffany charged me $1.30!LOL!!SO CHEAP!!

hhaahahhaahah!After that walked to viewing mall.hahaha!

You so lousy at puzzle bobble!hahaahha!

Bring her home den i go home!i never take cab hor!=)

1.30am liao.got to sleep.
nights!=)

2007-08-25T13:54:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY HEY!!

I'M BORED!NOTHING TO TYPE!!

BUT GT ONE THING I WILL TYPE!!

I LOVE SERENEIL GOH PEILING MANY MANY MUCH MUCH!!

WAD I SAID THAT TIME WAS ALL TRUE!NO LIES!=D

2007-08-25T02:15:00.000+08:00

hey!just reached home.
Well,Today work very piss off at night.
Cause of some stupid thing happen.

sigh~.bored.
Later today not working.sian.
And i'm thinking a lot now.
sigh~.oso dunnoe why.=(

SIGHHHHHH~
BORING!!!!!!!!!!!=((((((

2007-08-22T07:57:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey!

just woke up!raining!WAN TO GO BACK TO SLEEP!!But cannot,must go school.sigh~

misses her badly!=).

don't know wad to post!!x)

BORED!!!=(

2007-08-14T01:39:00.000+08:00

Oops.didn't update for damn long again~.

Well,watched rush hour 3 today with GENNY,and her dad.haaha!

had PIZZA for dinner.I had it last night already.sigh~

rush hour 3 not worth for $9.50

Its damn funny only.thats all.seems to be like a comedy movie.

well,Today is the 4th day i quited smoking.HAHAHA!!

going to change my blog skin later.

tml school for 2 hours only.
OH YA!!TML GOT TEST!!SHIT!!HOLY SHIT!I JUST REMEMBERED!
DANG IT DANG IT!!sure fail liao la.sigh~

okay.i'm out.i will try to update my blog daily.HHAHAHA!

2007-07-24T02:21:00.000+08:00

hey!just reached home!played mahjong at thomas's house.

YAY!!NEXT WEEK!!FRIDAY!WULALA!

CANT WAIT MAN!

Today went to collect my bursary check!800bucks!WULALA!!xD

But cannot use.sigh~ HAHA!

Well,Just friends!thats my decision.haha!

oh ya.PLEASE PRAY FOR THE 23 KOREAN CHRISTIANS!!

so sad la.wei chiang told me about it.Thought it was fake.Then i went to on the television watch the news.

IT'S TRUE!!PRAY PRAY PRAY!!=(

2007-07-18T00:15:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps!went to school today man!
I so guai right??x)

Today don't need to work.SHIOK MAN!

But kinda boring too.Staying at home.
Sigh~
Then mr ong staying at sushi-tei with mabel.

Tomorrow he not going to school too!sigh~

he said he wants to study liao.But in the end?sigh~

OH YA!LOOKING FORWARD TO THE KL TRIP WITH MY BROTHERS!X)
Okay.i shall go to sleep early today.

Ciaos.^^

2007-07-12T13:48:00.000+08:00

Hello.
today no school,never work also.Bored.

Recently zhen siang was ask whether wan to be model anot.Then,he went for de interview.I accompanied him too.Then, de lady asked zhen to ask me whether i wan to be a model too??

Then,heard that 1.80 above gt contract.So zhen and i went down to interview to listen about the contract after knowing the contract.i was like WOW!not worth it.

Then the lady start to talk crap.

asked us to do the free lans(its think wrong spelling),have to deposit 30bucks first.total amount is 450.

The lady very what sia.When i go in,after a few minutes talk.

She asked me"sure gt a lot of people find you to be their model right?"

I was like o.O.No.no fate to be a model??thats what i replied her

She kept asking zhen when can give me the answer?and when you want to put the deposit?

Then,i don't feel comfortable.So i lie to her that i'm fine with it.

cause i know zhen will say see first.hahaha!

Today suppose to give her the answer.But i don't think zhen will call her.

sigh~Tomorrow test!never even study.omgosh!

alright.going out now.will end here.=)

2007-07-05T00:11:00.000+08:00

YO FOLKS!ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I UPDATE MY BLOG!x)

sigh~well,life as usual..gt fine 200bucks for some stupid things.lack of cash.

sigh~kao. just now before i start posting i gt a lot of thing to type le.

And now,its all blank.DANG!

2007-04-23T02:58:00.000+08:00

Bleach new opening song rocks!

2007-04-22T13:21:00.000+08:00

hey..

sian sia..my whole body so weak.nose keepin sneezing.a bit of cough.wad de heck!!

wake up gt lunch to eat..onli eat 2 mouth nia lor..den throw away liao.dunnoe wad happen to me sia..

ytd i did something so stupid..i abroad at city hall mrt..go to jurong east.den back to tampines..on de way,i at tanah merah..zhen sms me wan go drink anot.den i u-turn back to city hall mrt!!!40cents onli!!!KAOZ!!

onli drink 1 bottle..sigh~ytd met xin hui..den so blur sia after her fren met her stead..
not enough sleep sia..blur blur de..like one blur sotong..

sian..ltr still gt work..

2007-04-21T13:11:00.000+08:00

gooda morning!hoho..woke up not long ago..

why didnt post fr de past 2 days?haha..
(The day before yesterday)because..during work,suddenly my back damnn TOOTING PAIN!some of dem say i over-stretch..i tink so oso..den took bus 65..so hard to sleep lor.sigh~ reach home bath,brush teeth and wash face go sleep liao..didnt wash clothes.sigh~

(ytd)woke up at 2pm!hahaha..den meet zhen and derrick at sempang bedok take satay fr ben's bbq.derrick gt high fever den neva go..stupid benjamin gave us de wrong location!it was at downtown east he told us coasta sand!!WALK SO FAR LA!!ARGH!xD

de whole night at ben's bbq..drink drink drink..i tink go 10plus bottles of carsblerg..onli zheng teng and i drank a lot..zhen siang didnt drink much.cause he meeting someone later..den zoexil late late den come drink wif us..rene neva drink..benjamin cannot drink much.miao qi and ben's mum dun allow he to drink a lot.

ytd zheng teng tok so much sia!!!somemore go touch ben's father belly!!!KAOZ!!den i jus laugh laugh laugh..hav to control a bit..head veri giddy..too long neva drink le..on de way out of downtown..vomitted..haha.xD

anw,mus thank zhen s and rene to help me and zt buy tea..THANK YOU!=D

heng neva ton over dere..if not i dunnoe wad i'm gg to do sia.xD

2007-04-17T21:38:00.000+08:00

HEY EVERYBODY!=D
Todae is de second day of skool.But is like no difference gg to skool lor..

onli 1 hour nia..go orchard liao!xD

walk arnd den bought some stuff.lazy to type wads going on la..

chat wif my mum after she finish her dinner...abt POSB card..now i can hold it liao..

so i hav to spend wisely liao.

Gt to be independent liao!
Study hard!
Work hard!
Good life in future!=D

can i do it???=)

God's working all de time.
God's with me all de time.

GAMBATE JIANWEN!XD

suddenly tink of de verse that francis share wif us.=)

2007-04-16T21:09:00.000+08:00

TODAY FIRST DAY OF SKOOL!HAHA!!

reported at MPH 9am.den dismiss at 10am for ice-breaking.
well,all of us didnt go!hahaa.oh yea,same class with BENECDICT,ZHEN,CHUN YAN AND KENNETH!hahaha!!SHIOK SIA!!

at 10,went to tampines mall to eat long john..den go back skool at 1am.
report at class..took time-table..HAHAHAH!!SHIOK SIA DE TIME!

Hnitec.haha..we gt dis thing gt exemption.
i get to exemption Digital electronics..part of dis semester module..
HAHAAHA!!den de time-table..DE(digital electronics) falls on tuesday 1 lesson and friday 2 lesson..so dun nd to attend liao..coz exemption..SO I TUESDAY AND FRIDAY OFF!HAHAHA!!CAN WORK MORE!!HAHAHAH!!MORE TIME FOR MY BT OSO!LOL!!

so my schedule is like
MONDAY-10am to 4.30pm
TUESDAY-OFF
WEDNESDAY-1pm to 5pm
THURSDAY-10am to 3pm
FRIDAY-OFF

mus sleep early liao..hahaha..if not late sia..like last time.late for class for 3 hours!!LOL!!SO FUN!xD

OH YEA!!DIS ONE I MUS SAY!
TODAE ON BUS ON DE WAY TO BUGIS!
is a double-deck bus..my frens and i was at de top level..den on de way to bugis..de top level was half-full..den more and more passengers abroad..den 1 of dem sit beside zhen,de other sit beside derrick..i was like o.O.somethings not rite..so i focus..one passenger come up to de top level.i look at him..coz onli left one of de sit beside me and de other right behind..he went rite de back to sit..den i was like o.O again..i told myself..do i look like gangster??or is it my hair??den another passenger come up..left one sit..which is beside me..de uncle searching for sits..den saw de one beside me..KAOZ!!he go down sia!!den another passenger went down..de uncle saw..he go take over his seat!!!WAD DE HELL!!!

even derrick and zhen took notice..den i sian 1/2 liao...

tml start skool at 12pm!hahaha..self-delcare de.xD

sigh~so bored..nothing to do..tink gg to sleep le..

didnt slept well last night..woke up at 3am..den back to sleep at 5am..sigh~

:(

2007-04-15T21:01:00.000+08:00

sigh~de feeling in my heart is jus so sigh~
dunnoe how to describe.):

is like i cant take it.but why?sigh~i gt to stand strong.

jus feel like tearing every moment i look at it or i suddenly thought of it.
sigh~i think i have put in too much into dis.sigh~

why does it hav to turn out like dis?
why are u afraid starting a new one?
there is still plenty of WHY.

tink i'm oso not good enough for you..
i cant be dere with you whenever u are depress or veri stress wif skool stuff.

sigh~i told ya i will be okay.But in the end,i'm not.
i've tried.but i can't.WHY?Am i that weak?

My name is JOSHUA!STRONG AND FULL OF COURAGE!
But this joshua is such a wimp.useless crap.sigh~

I tink i nd time.sigh~

2007-04-15T14:17:00.000+08:00

HEI HEY!haha..at wei chiang's hse now.gg to run later with him.

oh well,just received some sad sms..sigh~

still hav to carry on living..haha.xD
anw,no matter wad happen,i will still be by urside.

although we only meet out for 3 days.
I'm realli happy being wif u those three days..though is short..
Thank you for those memories u had give me.=)
And the neos we took.Love it.=)

anws,PRESS ON!u oso will find someone better den me.xD

for me?haha.xD
let it flow..
must take care of urself!!

ciaos..

2007-04-13T20:08:00.000+08:00

sigh~i got a bad hair cut!alright~
i had make my decision..i will shave my head..sigh~

2007-04-13T01:07:00.000+08:00

hey everybody!xD
didnt go roller bading todae..rain whole day todae.sigh~

well,changed of plan..went to vivo..had sushi-tei for lunch.
oh my..was so full man.yvonne treated us..but i tink is becoz sky..yea..

After lunch,catch a movie..Turistas(M18)
Damn disgusting..BUT I LIKE!haha..

After that,we meet laura at somerset for dinner.i didnt eat..haha..on diet.
headed to cuppage to play pool after dinner..
No mood to play sia..CAUSE NO MUSIC!!hahaha.xD

Then,went to starbuck.zhen and sky bought drinks..
headed home den..

sigh~sky go ns later todae at 9am liao..sianzz..
sushi-tei will be damn quiet liao.sad

sigh~so bored..gg to sleep liao..tml gg to hav a jog at tampines stadium..hahaha.xD
dunnoe whether shld i cut my hair later todae..sigh~

oh well,i jus realise i will get EMO when i listen to "I WANNA BE WITH YOU"(chinese song).xD

okay okay..shall end here.ciaos..

2007-04-11T21:13:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY HEY!!haha..my com kena malware!!WAD DE HECK!!SPENT DE WHOLE DAY GIVING MY CPU OPERATION!!sigh~

now is quite stable le..phew~

gg out soon le!!hahaa..to sushi-tei!!xiao ching decided to hav a supper(steamboat i tink)for sky..coz SKY GE GE GG NS LE!!SOB SOB!BUT!!i cant wait to see him go BOLD!!WAHAHAHAH!!I'M CRAZY!

tml gg roller blading at east coast again!!YAY!!den friday..acc sky to his camp..den go buy something for someone(secret)..oh well,i tink i'm late..haha..shall end here den!=)

sayonara!
take care!
god bless ME and EVERYBODY!xD

2007-04-10T01:37:00.000+08:00

whoops..didnt blog for days..was at chalet..de chalet was so boring!sigh~

oh..linkin park's new album-minutes to midnight not bad la..

hey baby!i miss you badly!=D
do u noe that??xD

2007-04-04T20:11:00.000+08:00

oops..haha..didnt update for days.becoz i cant use my com.sigh~

NOW I CAN USE LE!!well,even if i can use i oso seldom update..hehe..makes no diff..

ytd went to east coast park wif zhen,zky,angie and wendy to roller blade!!i newbie de..dunnoe how to blade..

den zhen and wendy taught me abit..but,i obeserve de skaters..see how dey blade..meanwhile,i oso OVER heard de coach.who ask him tok so loud..hahaha..den gt de balance liao.but was walking lor..not realli blading..den slowly slowly de last half and hour..i start to blade!!!MUAHAHAH!!

oh yea..something during de 2 hours..hahah..i fell 5 times..zhen fell a lot of times..coz playing some hitting butt game wif sky..i oso gt play..but cant chase dem..UNFAIR!!WAIT I PRO LIAO DEN I PLAY WIF UR!!ARGH!!XD

zhen gt a veri bad fall!!coz wendy chasing him..den he looked back..den BOOM!he fell!!de thing tt is funnni is..gt one kid(quite pro) laugh at zhen in a damn freaking funni matter!!cant stand it..hahaa..he oso gt laugh at me..but not tt funnni as zhen..
well,zhen injured his hand..our butt except for wendy are flat!!hahaha!!
but i had a enjoyable day!!fall down i still laugh at myself..HAHAHA!!XDpoor sky's stomach oso injured..hahahahah!!i so bad sia..laugh at ppl!sigh~wad to do??i love to laugh!HHAHAHAAH!!

okay..now is de post for todae..

i repainted my room TODAE!!manage to finish todae!!the roller is small though!hahaha..shifted my computer's table,bed and wardrobe..wah sei..my painting improve a lot sia!!!MUAHAHAHA!!hidden talents.XD

now my room looks more cool!!hahaha!!saving money to buy spray..den spray my wall wif MY DESIGNS!!MUAHAHAHA!!
shall end for now!=D

SAYONARA!=DD

2007-03-31T08:17:00.000+08:00

GOOD MORNING!sigh~hav to wake up so early coz gg for breakfast wif my cousin and another cousin's family..feel like gg back to sleep lei..sigh~

ermmm..finally my kitchen tiles and kitchen toilet tiles are done..now is my room's toilet tiles..sigh~i cant use my com whne dey are doin it..sianz..dis coming week sure damn boring sia!!

oh well,ytd had dinner wif my relatives..actually onli 4 familys lor..den dunnoe who go ask more ppl come..sian..den after dinner,dey came my house..to look and chat..den i was in my room toking to some of my relatives..its been a long time dey all gather together..but left out someone(jeriel).sad man..i miss tt asshole so much!WHY U DUN HAV HOLIDAY!!

oh yea..my AUNTIE GO AND TELL MY ELDER COUSIN AND ONE OF MY AUNTIE ABT THE PICTURE!!
dey were like..jianwen,i wan to see photo..u shld noe wad photo..den i was like acting blur..so let dem see my bday foto..hahahahah..useless oso..dey insist to see tt foto!no choice..sigh~den sudddenly dey oso wanted to see de neo!!den i let dem..

go to go for breakfast liao..ciaos

2007-03-29T17:58:00.000+08:00

sigh~i will settle it one day!once and for all(hope so).sigh~

caught de extreme makeover-home edition todae..oh man!IT ROCKS! I LOVE THAT SHOW!

2007-03-23T10:31:00.000+08:00

sigh~

hav to rot at home today till 1pm..
BORED!

sigh~
damn sad tt i cant join zhen dey all fr de movie.and cant treat dem ytd oso~

tink it was my wrong ytd.=(

2007-03-22T17:00:00.000+08:00

Boring!!

haha..gg to catch mr bean the movie laters..hahahaha..

BORING!haizz

2007-03-18T23:43:00.000+08:00

I MISS SCHOOL!!HAHAHAHA..why i miss skool??

can play pool!miss de food at food court!pasta!love my ite life..hahaha..seems to be enjoying.hahaha..

mus be crazy liao..

start school..i will be eating whole day long again..snacks..sweet..drinks..hahahaha..den toilet will be mine oso..hahahahahaha..will buy a bball b4 start skool..haha..

lalala..=)

2007-03-18T23:24:00.000+08:00

sigh~
bored..sigh~

april 16 start school le..cant wait..hope can be de same class wif zhen and others.=)

oh..mark gt in naval diving unit..haha..trying to stop me for defer..wan me to acc him..IN UR DREAMS,MARK!MUAHAHAHA!!

sigh~bored..

sign off

2007-03-17T00:04:00.000+08:00

i'm bored!=(

oh..hahaa..thank you so much for de necklaces!love it.But its too short lei..can treat it as weapon go strangle ppl's neck x)

one more thing..de disc is not empty..hahahaha..cant believe it that u believe me..hahahahaha =P

oh well..so boring..tml leadin de games..haiz.haven even plan sia..tink as per normal..CAPTAIN'S BALL!haizz~

OH MY OH MY!!ITS SO BORING!!!!!!ARGH!=(

没力气总是懒洋洋地赖著你怀里
顽皮嬉戏是该些事情心里又甜蜜得
不想要不想要睁开眼睛
我和你頻率如此接近
没压力自在作我自己
第一次感受这种爱的決心
只想要只想要和你一起
I WANNA BE WITH YOU
爱你好幸福想要和你建造一个
爱的小屋
I WANNA BE WITH YOU
爱你好满足享受最甜美的束缚
有你的呵护我不再孤独

DONE!!

2007-03-15T00:38:00.000+08:00

gt my new blog skin le!muahahah!!much better den de previous one!=D

okay..now i'm bored..nothing to do le..haizz..

2007-03-14T23:44:00.000+08:00

oh man!dis blog skin is so gay!!gg to change a new one tml..haiz..

oh well,todae..stayed at home de whole day anime!BORED!!stupid contractor neva come again!!always play stunt..

oh yea..I FINISH SHAMAN KING!!YAY!!hahaha..now hav to chiong BLEACH!!wakakaa!SO BORING NOW!!tink i go and find a new blog skin now..hehe..

ciaos

2007-03-12T22:21:00.000+08:00

reached home not long ago..played basketball todae wif shawn,clarence and wei chiang..

hope u guys enjoyed..haha..even though last match we lose..haha..wanted to play 3 sets..first set is for oberserve..haha..den de 2 sets sure can win de xD.say until so confidence..hahhahaha..

after bball,went to wc's hse to bath..den go KFC for dinner wif shawn and clarence..den go home le..tml gt work..sian..haha..tml is de answer isnt it?hahahahaha!!

2007-03-10T00:10:00.000+08:00

hey!fell down during work..so slippery..and..now my ankle hurts..dunnoe why oso..

oh well,i keep tinking negatively..dis is de first time happen..=(